you make me wanna die

you are so disgusting, and not to mention my biggest regret in life. you act like you are the hottest shit in town. that all these girls are all over you. you want to know the truth? they feel sorry for you. and because you pressure them into doing things (like you did to me..) they do it anyways. they eventually get sick of your bugging and nagging and give into it. whether it's a kiss, or a hand job, or letting them grab your boobs, whatever you can get you will take it. the fact that you play so many girls are once is also utterly repulsing. sure you've got a girlfriend now but i'm sure that there's a few others that are lined up just waiting. i feel bad for the girl who you got to date you. and i don't know how you did it. you're worthless, selfish, disgusting, and so rude. you act like you have all these things going for you, but i think deep down you know that the way you treat girls and other people now is not going to pay off. you are extremely selfish in the acts that you never think about others, plain and simple. if there's plans, it's about you, and trying to hook up with some girl. disgusting, well thats just very simple. take a look in a mirror. and rude, i can't even being to explain that. the way you treat girls is so wrong. like they're just a play toy, something to have around for a while to keep you entertained. a material object that you can use as much as you want. they're your play toy, and your slave. whatever you want, they will do. because you have a penis. thats exactly what you think. girls will drop to their knees just because you have a dick. well guess what. so does every other guy, and there's TONS out there that are a million times sweeter and more charming than you. it makes me sick to my stomach to think that i wasted so much time on you, running back and forth. to think at once i thought you might be my everything. i was so wrong! you were the opposite. you caused my walls to crash and my whole world to shatter. but it's fixed now. i found a great contractor. someone who has made me happier than you EVER did. he doesn't do it just for an hour or two, he does it all the time. he's worth more than you will ever be, and he's actually going places. the way he treats women and more importantly me is the most amazing thing ever. there is no one better for me. all the things you thought we would do together, yeah well that didn't happen. all those experiences and memories belong to him. he has it all now. and soon enough, you'll have nothings.