today was a fairytale

it pays to wait. good things come to those who wait. totally true. i can't really recall a time in the past when i was this happy, because right after i got happy, i was upset again. this time i'm just happy. i'm so glad i stuck it out. because it paid off. you're truly amazing.

"can you feel this magic in the air? it musta been the way you kissed me"

today was a fairytale.

i like your sushi roll, hotter than wasabi

i can now say how i feel. and it's amaaazing. i'm not upset, i'm not angry. i feel the same way that he does. so it's finee. it's more than fine, but i'm using fine for lack of a better word. but it's good. i'm just like happy, and it's easy. and now i realize that this is what i should have been looking for all this time. something simple and not serious. carefree, not tied down. i like that. it's easy. and i don't have to feel regret. this is the first time i haven't felt regret. and it feels nice to know that i stand behind the decision i made and that i have three people that are standing behind my decision as well. life's good. i'm really happy.


p.s. leaving for vancouver today so won't be blogging all weekend but there will be pictures when i get back!

for you i'd write a symphony

after all this time. and all the things that have happened. why am i still such a mess? this isn't fair. i thought i was going on the right path. but apparently not. well, maybe this is the right path. i hope. i'm tired of searching and regretting and wishing i would have done something. at this point, i'd rather just say it, then wish i would have said it.