and i think of you tonight

i have a confession.

something to get off my chest.

this probably doesn't come as a surprise to you, but i need to tell you..

you drive me mad. you're all i think about all the time. it's like i can't do one thing without thinking what if you were here in this town. imaging you in my life even more than you are now. i'll be whatever you want me to be. your best friend, your girlfriend, or no one. i just want to know that you're happy. and i thought i should tell you. you're like a security blanket. i just wish you were here. and thats selfish.

this city is mine

so it's summer, which means less blogging. which is weird cause you'd think i'd have time, but no. i get writer's block too often. and i'm getting it again. because i'm at a loss of words and THIS is where i start to ramble.

things are going decent lately. even though i'm pretty confused. but eh. doesn't matter.
i wish i could write something a little more inspirationial or meaningful, but i guess i'm just bland and plain these days.

i really want to go on a big shopping spree but like money doesn't grow on trees for me.
although i do want some new shorts. floral preferably.

this is a bunch of rambling. but i felt like i should write something cause i haven't in a long time.


p.s. i'll be anything for you.

i'm more than just an option

it feels like you don't want to talk to me anymore. i try to talk to you and it goes no where. you don't answer back. i want to talk to you. i miss you and i know something is going wrong, i want to be there for you. but if you don't want to talk that's fine too.

ECLIPSE was fricken amazing. robert pattinson, blew me away again. there is no scene where i said "meh..." he's adorable when he's jealous, and when he gets the cute little halfway crooked smile, mmm, makes me melt.

i miss you, have a good canada day <3 :) you're amazing.