i think i'm done. it's not working out. i keep thinking back to when you said "if we can make it" and now i think, we tried, and we can't make it. i thought we would. but when you don't talk to me all day after being kind of dick-ish in the morning, i think that's a sign. you lost interest. and i understand that completely, but save us both the trouble and just get it over with. i know you regret telling me you liked me, because so far it's been 7 days and i'm already asking if you're upset. and i'm REALLY tired of hearing the excuses you have been telling me. just get it over with, i think it was better when we were friends. now i'm the one that wants to tell you how i feel, and that i think it's better to be friends. i can't believe i've moved on so quickly...
on the other hand, i can't believe i'm still hanging on. you're just so easy to talk to. and it's so easy not to think about things when i am talking to you. it's like a little escape. sometimes i even get in that mood where you're the only one i want to talk to cause you always seem to be able to make me smile. i'm clearly not over you. but i just want to be friends with you. it makes me happy knowing you're there for me. you're a great guy. i'm so glad to have you.
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