i'm solo, ridin' solo

i don't regret my decision :) its made me happy. and it's weird. i realized that maybe i'm not even ready for being with someone. even though all along it's what i always said i wanted. but i don't know. now it just doesn't seem like i'm ready for that. either way, i don't care anymore. it's grade 10. i'm 15. somehow being with someone is the only way a teenage girl can be happy? i don't think so. i don't need to be in an intense relationship. i'm supposed to have fun. thaat's what i'm gonna do.