i want you to hold me

okay so screw the tumblr part, changing every thing of tumblr to blogger.

1. its my name.. haha.

2. this makes me smile because we're right in the middle :)

3. this was last summer.

4. yes, a lot. and its funny because some peop

le would say im still the same because i try to act like it, but inside its so different. ive had experience i wish i didnt have, and some that im so happy i did. i will never be the same as i was before. ive grown as a person, grown as a friend, and a lover. and im really happy with it.

5. i wish that i didn't care about everything so much. i always blow things out of prooportion because im scared of whats going to happen. i wish i wasnt so scared all the time, i wish i was more secure.

6. yes i do, i miss my father because i havent talked to him in about a bit less than a month. i also miss my boyfriend because it would be a miracle if he could just come cuddle with me.

7. dieing alone, people leaving, not getting married, losing him

8. + 9. my wonderful boyfriend, you're the reason for my smile every day, the reason im still going. if it wasnt for you, well i dont know what i'd do.

10. this is the tattoo that i want, throughout my life i've had my fair share of troubles, and all i want is for them to stop. this saying sums me up.

11. i look forward to graduating for sure. i want to get out of this school and out of this house. i hope that my life will take form of what i expect it, i would love to pursue my dreams and my career choice. i look forward to the future, i hope it's with you.

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