Thursday, August 5, 2010

please dont lose hold of me, out there

i was going to get into a healthy routine of blogging. and for some reason it makes me want to blog more now that i don't have my laptop. but hey, it's good to write things out. i know, probably like, 3 people read this, but i'm making a pact to blog every monday. hoooooray im finally taking control of this wild blog. anyways. i dont really know if theres anything much to say, kinf of just wanted to update. theres one topic on my mind though. i might spit out another one halfway through.

1. school, friends, cliques, drama, enemies, fights, parties. what happened to me? i used to be such a social butterfly. always talking to people, always doing stuff, always involved in those said activities. now look at me.. wasting away my summer because "i can't get a ride" or "i have to work" what the fuck mel? you know you want to go out and do things. i dont know what it is with me lately. theres something wrong. i want to figure it out. i feel wrong just sitting around being lazy and doing nothing. at least the photography lessons might get me going a little. i need to meet a boy.

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