10. your views on drugs and alcohol

this is a tough one for me. if you would have asked me like a couple years ago i would have said i hated and despised drugs but drinking was okay once in a while. now if you asked me, i wouldn't know what to say. because i cant say i think its terrible because the person i love was involved with that and to make them feel that shitty wouldn't be right. but the thing is, i don't really mind them. i just don't want him to do them. i dont want him to think it's okay because to me it's not. i'd rather go out and drink. i just have really mixed feelings. if other people do them, then whatever that's your life, but i don't want them in mind.