so i suck at blogging every monday. went on vacation for like a week and that was good times, spent way too much money, but it was nice. i love my brother a lot and would be lost without him, seriously one of my best friends. also happy with these last couple weeks of summer, got paid, talked to old friends that are actually my best friends, stepped out of my comfort zone (which was awkward), and going to be going it again within the next few days. i want to say things are looking up, but ew. kind of, but at the same time i could break down instantly. i miss you like crazy, school is going to be hard, but at the same time, maybe it will help things, in either way. it could strengthen us, or finally get me to move on. i dont know what i want though, because my life without you, is nothing. you're everything. on the other hand, i shouldnt make someone my everything. always have an escape, a backup plan. i truly believe my life is screwed. all because of you.
i love how everything i ever want to express comes back to you.
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