this is so wrong, i can't go on

it's times like these when you stare at your feet. you're speechless, and you don't know how you got there. jumping to conclusions isn't healthy. we think the wrong things, assume the worst, it's not right, but it is normal. going back to the same things, jumping to the same places. it hurts. because you tell people something, on the inside you're dieing but you can't say that or all hell would break loose. it's that feeling that's inside of you and you don't tell anyone about it. because it's a huge pit of regret. which takes you back to the part where you're feeling speechless, staring at your feet. in love, and it's sickening.