1` this kind of is confusing for me. because i feel like each and every day i'm liking you a little bit less, and liking him a little bit more. it's weird, because i still feel jealous when i see you with other girls, but it's like when i'm with you i'm kinda just like "okay. that's cool, we're friends" and when i'm around him it's like ":D" i don't know why all of the sudden. it just seems like with you, i try and i try but in the end you just don't want me. so i don't know what it is. but i guess that's okay. but with him, he seems interested, wants to talk, wants to hang out, so maybe this is a different path. either way i'm fine with it, like i deserve to be happy. so that's what i'm going to be. but it's cool, cause i love talking to you guys, so whatev :)
2` i'm glad we talked today, because it cleared a lot up, and now i'm not believing someone elses rumours. so no big at all with that anymore. i'm glad you care about me enough not to do that.
3` it seems like you're pissed at me because i joke around and make fun of him. it's not serious at all. i just don't know if i should hang out with you guys when you're together, or go find someone else to hang out with, because i don't know if you want to hang out alone or not. it gets quiet a lot and i feel like it has to do with the fact that i'm there. i don't know. i just want what you want. i want you to be happy.
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