why do i just lie awake,

i feel so happy. for numerous reasons. because 1) this music i just downloaded tonight that puts me in a freakin good mood! 2) because it is clear now that i am so totally over you. done. not wasting time. and 3) HOLY SHITSKIES time is flying. before we know it, it's going to be May, and then it's going to be summer ! i can't wait for summer with yah :) and then it's going to be grade 11, and then grade 12! then we're off. and i can't waait. i just wanted to take this time to say that i love you a lot. and no matter what happens, you're always going to be my best friend forever. practically sisters. i love yah a ton, please don't forget that. ever ever ever everr! <3