set fire to the third bar

am i so pathetic that i cry in a book? i guess so. this is harsh. i didn't think there would be a book that would affect me so much (besides Twilight of course), but this is just insane. i love it though. so raw, not sugar coated. the truth. because this actually happens to people. it's real despite the fact that it's on paper. and somehow, i find it comforting, safe, dependable. regardless of the sadness that comes along with it, i just hope that someday i will have something like that. something beautiful. unique. unusual. i hope that some day i will be worthy of that.