you're the best there is

"i've never met anyone like you" when she said that, she was right, but i feel it different than she does. you are probably the most influential person in my life right now, and i love you so much! i can't believe we're going to do this, like could it get any better? these next two weeks are going to be SO good! i can't even wait. i love the way we think the same things, it helps a lot when we need to be silent but still need to communicate :) i wouldn't trade you for anyone because i'm sooo happy for what this is bringing us! if we actually go to this, i think it's going to be the highlight of our friendship, the highlight of our lives.. SO FAR. because just wait for the future, sooo many better things are going to be coming our way, and this is just the beginning. i can't wait. i wouldn't want anyone else but you ;) <3 and it makes it sooo much better that your mom understands this and wants to be a part of it, i'm so glad there is someone there to help us! hopefully everything will fall through, and i really believe it will, because i'm sure they will both see this is the biggest thing we want right now and it's totally worth it. you mean a lot to me, this means a lot to me, and i do believe that we can achieve this goal. you're fantastic, let's go be vampires :)