i don't know what i want

okay so today was pretty average, i'm utterly disappointed about this wednesday but meh, that's alright because the next couple weeks will really make up for it. i just love you :) like, best friends FOREVER kayy? i'm so stoked on this, and the talk tonight with your mom and sister just kind of finalized everything. at first i was nervous to say that i was going too, but then i did and i'm happy that i did, cause it seems like everything is pretty out in the open, and now we know what we have to work for! so that's really good, and basically, i'm just really excited. and i think that very serious talk today we had helped, not that there was something that needed helping, but it was just good to talk about the completely irrational things that probably won't ever happen in our lifetime ;) you're fantabulous, just thought i'd let yah know :)