i am not my own, for i have been made new.

; holy mother of pearl. who would have known i would have become soooo chicken this year. i had no problems last year! like what is this!

; okay sooooo pretty sure i've never layed eyes on such a finer sight in my life before.

; i feel somewhat guilty knowing that i'm kind of going back on some things i said. but you've changed a lot in the past, hmm, two years, and i miss the girl that i used to ride the bus with and have really good laughs with. but things have really changed and i'm starting to see the person you are becoming, and i'm proud of you for doing so well, but sometimes you just have to slow down, stop, and take a break, go back to what made you you, and go back to what took you here <3